~Major Arcana~Judgement |
...09/09/2005 - 12:06 p.m. What? I guess a BETTER question at this stage would be "What crime REAL or IMAGINED(and most likely imagined) have I committed THIS time??? Was this all a game to you? Did you get some perverse JOY out of fucking with my head? I love you, no I don't, no yes I do, I want to be with you, no I don't, I love you, no I don't, yes I do, no I don't. And you can't even give me the courtesy of a straight answer. So in a nutshell, all of the words, the kisses, the sweet nothings were nothing more than utter BULLSHIT? For seven months you have played me like an instrument and foolish me bought every word of it. I am not an instrument to be played at your leisure. I gave you my heart, my trust, my love and this is how I am repaid, by having my trust, love and heart thrown back at me or accepted, but only when it's convienient or you gain something out of it?Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes shut so tight.
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