~Major Arcana~Judgement |
Pointless Update10/07/2005 - 11:08 a.m. Ok, so I like totally suck at updating as of late. Mainly because what I want to say makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. The primary thought running through my brain for the last few weeks or so (or since before I got fired,depending on how you want to look at it) is: However, logically I know that there is very little if ANY truth to that statement. But regardless it ruffles my feathers no less than once an hour. We keep that to ourselves though because it's something that I have to realize for myself that it holds absolutely no merit whatsoever. Ok, this entry isn't coming off like I'd planned at all... On the job front, I thought I had some good leads and even had a 3rd interview which got cancelled the other day though so that just reiterates that whole 'not good enough' feeling. The "Not Good Enough" feeling is just a manifestation of my fears. Nothing more. I AM good enough. I am. Yes really. (are you buying this because I'm sure as hell not)I am?? Hmm...anyway. Much more to say but I give, everything is coming out jumbled. |
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