12/20/2005 - 4:43 a.m.

1. It's not actually 4:43am...it's 6:43 but I digress.

2. I've decided Christmas sucks.

3. The job is going well.

4. The apartment is going well.

5. My personal life however is irking me to no end.

6. Should I just turn off that little button in my body that allows me to love someone?

7. I fail to see what the point in loving someone is since it just seems to be for naught anyway.

8. Hmph. The first time I actually told someone I loved them and actually MEAN it...this crud happens.

9. Love stinks.

Yeah folks there you have it in a nutshell...I've evidently been dumped...

again...

6 days before Christmas.

Um...THANKS!!

*mumble mutter*

You know, it's kinda sad and pathetic when you wake up BEFORE your alarm clock goes off (5am for those of you who don't know) and the first thing you do is cry.

It's even more sad when you're driving 70 miles an hour down the interstate and you can't see too well because you've started crying...again.

But the worst part is that you won't ever allow yourself to cry in front of HIM.

So yeah, I'm irked. I'd go into more detail about the reasons why etc, but those my friends are personal between me and him and there are SOME things that I'm not going to disclose here.

And that is that

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