02/03/2006 - 10:20 p.m.

I talked to my cousin Tammy tonight and one of the questions she said "Did you hear about Amanda?" I made the mistake of replying with "No, what happened?"

Turns out she's um...in the family way to put it mildly.

Not that this is truly any concern of mine. Congratulations to her I suppose.

Then I started thinking...

Little Miss Perfect Amanda, with her Perfect Little Family, and her Perfect Little Job, and her Perfect Little Marriage and her Perfect Little College Degree and her Perfect Little Life...who will probably have the Perfect Little Pregnancy...

This Perfect Little Girl has NEVER had to worry about SHIT.

Oh, and it's worth mentioning that she used to be my best friend.

Until I was diagnosed with Bipolar.

She pretty much hasn't spoken to me since. And that was almost 2 years ago. Her inlaws had a bit to do with that and of course there's that whole bit with her mother going around insinuating to God Knows Who that I was a drunken slut (those words weren't used but it was insinuated)

So uh yeah.

Does this sound like a case of the Green Eyed Monster rearing it's ugly head?

Perhaps.

Or maybe I'm just pissed.

It's hard to tell at the moment*laughs*

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