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Things To Do In 200712/04/2006 - 12:59 p.m. Every year I make out this List of Things to Do in (insert year here) and every year I get sorely disappointed when I find that I've accomplished nothing. So once again, in that grand tradition I'm making out that lovely useless list once more. So I bring to you my dear readers: 1. Go back to college. That's all I can think of at the moment but it's all moot really because... I WILL NOT ACCOMPLISH A DAMN THING ON THIS LIST. Yes, I will gladly admit that I've hit the 'cynical, bitter fuck' stage of life once again. It's a cross of extreme anger towards life in general and resignation that nothing ever changes no matter what do you TO change it. Yes, I will also admit that I'm feeling a bit sorry for myself and dare we say a bit...um...desperate? I'm less than 3 months away now from hitting my 30th birthday AND I DON'T HAVE SHIT TO SHOW FOR IT EXCEPT A LIFETIME OF FAILURES!!! I also fear that if something doesn't change and soon another season like this past summer will be in my future and I don't like it. Excuse me while I go bang my head against the wall now... |
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