~Major Arcana~Judgement |
Never Say It First01/11/2004 - 3:46 a.m. As a continuation of the last entry, I have this to say: Regardless of what I feel, or feel the need to say...I will NEVER say it first. I learned my lesson on that many years ago, and I'm not about to do it again. Therefore, what needs to be said will never be said first, at least not by me. Therefore...it will never be said period. I'm not in the mood to be rejected. Or to have my heart ripped out. Or laughed at...did I mention rejected?? For the past 2 years it's been on the tip of my tongue and I just can't do it. Even more recently, *tonight as a matter of fact* I ALMOST said it...almost...but I couldn't do it. *sighs* why bother? It'd be stupid and pointless anyway wouldn't it?? |
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