~Major Arcana~
Judgement
Disclaimer
High Priestess
The Tower
The Fool
Wheel of Fortune
Justice
The Lovers
Weight Loss
The Hermit
Strength
![[ Registered ]](http://www.diarist.net/registry/button.gif){kind=small}
Miss Maggie@MySpace!!
Current Reads
Passage of Time - 03/07/2016
I'm Still Here, and it's Better Than Ever! - 02/08/2016
Just A Wee Update - 11/29/2015
New Article - 09/13/2014
New Article - 09/13/2014
�2002-2015 Miss Maggie
The entries here are MINE. Take them and your ass then becomes MINE as well
What rating is your journal?
brought to you by Quizilla
One More Day
08/24/2004 - 2:03 p.m.
I'm laying here trying to get the nerve up to go to work. I'm to the point where I dread going. I get almost hysterical when I'm on the phones. I just don't see the point of bothering to get up in the mornings(afternoons). I'm getting maybe 4 hours of sleep, because I just can't sleep.
I keep having images of grabbing one of my pill bottles and swallowing the contents. It's not as prevelant as the thought of pressing the cherry of my ciggie into my arm. It's a constant thought to do so now.
*sigh*
Can I just go now?
Only one more day after today. Only one more day...