06/17/2005 - 10:06 p.m.

Ok I'm back and I've had an experience that I don't care to EVER repeat. I attempted to sign myself out of the hospital and was threatened with being held involuntarily and put before a judge and declared incompetent.

But that's not all. Luckily I was NOT brought before a judge. Nor was I committed by my doctor. But I was threatened with it more than once. About an hour after I arrived I attempted to sign myself out and was threatened with seclusion and a shot. I was not raising my voice, I did not show any signs of attacking anyone and yet I was threatened.

This was not a pleasant experience. Not that any hospitalization was, but in this experience I was treated as though I were less than human. I plan on writing a letter to the administration about this in hopes that something can be done so other people don't have to go through this.

They fucked with my meds, took me off one of them and upped my knock out pills and added a new one.

The doc took me off the Geodon, added Depakote and upped my Seroquel up to 200 mg as opposed to 100.

Needless to say, I've had one seriously fucked up week.

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