09/18/2005 - 7:09 p.m.

I've spent most of the day sleeping, eating or reading. I've gained 10 pounds in the last month. I can definitely feel it.

I'm watching the Emmy Awards right now and I must say I'm NOT impressed with Ellen DeGeneres so far. She is sooooooo not funny. She's trying too hard. But Donald Trump in a white t shirt and overalls singing the Green Acres theme was fucking hilarious.

*taps fingers on table*

I'm not bored. I'm just restless. And panicking. Which is why I've been sleeping most of the day...or eating...if I'm sleeping or stuffing my face I don't have to think. But the stuffing my face is making me ill.

I'm hoping that David will come over tonight. I miss him and want to spend some time with him. My neighbors moved out and it's just too quiet here. Not to mention there's a gorgeous FULL MOON out tonight and I'd love nothing more than to spend time under it with him.

(it's worth nothing that the first time I went to his house back in February there was a gorgeous FULL MOON as well and we stood outside smoking, talking and looking at it)

Cross your fingers hold your breath :)

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