And its true. I AM going to get back on my feet. They CAN'T beat me. But someone talk some sense into me because I'm beginning to think that the best way to fix my situation is to join the military..I think I'm too fat though. Everyone that I've mentioned this idea to*my cousin* and my best friend seem to think that this is NOT a good idea. Maybe they're right I mean, think about it...I'm a Pagan, thats almost as bad as being gay and in the military*I'm not gay btw* Oh hell who knows anymore? Right now I'm desperate though. Joining the military is a last resort though. My mom actually accused me of waiting til October when Convergys will hire me back which is not true. I've got over 50 applications out here in town and NOTHING. I've also been looking in Illionis. I was accepted at 2 schools there and I'm thinking that the job market is better there. It is at least according to what I've seen in my searches...so who knows....