01/19/2004 - 10:18 p.m.

In a rare concession to Idiotboy, I have to admit he's right about one thing.

He made the comment earlier today that the reason I won't say something to someone *see previous entries to see what the thing I won't say and to whom I won't say it is* is because I am a coward who is afraid of being told 'no'.

I already knew that. That and I don't want to lose my best friend. I feel like I came waaaaaaaaaaay too close once already and I don't want to take that chance again.

*whew* nice save Mags...I was telling said friend about said comment and then quickly changed the topic to blathering something about my roommate.*wipes sweat from brow* that was too close. I really need to keep an eye on what I say, otherwise I may end up saying something I shouldn't. When the time is right I'll say something. Until then...my lips are sealed. Then again. how will I know when the time is right? Damned if I know*shrugging* Any ideas? Anyone? Bueller???Bueller??