05/07/2004 - 4:24 p.m.

Ok, I'm back from my appointment with Dr. Bell. He kinda sorta quelled my concerns about the Geodon. He did say that my heart arrhythmia was not a concern since most people have those. I asked him "So I'm not going to drop dead if I take this then?" He says I won't so...Down the hatch this little blue pill *and I don't mean Viagra*lmao* goes tonight...*shudders* I may have to call someone after I take it, just to make sure I really don't drop dead*lol*

Supposedly this will help stabilize me,get rid of the paranoid, quel the anxiety and make the night spiders go away.

I also had to get him to give me a script so I could refill my Lexapro and Trileptal since I only had enough for 2 days. That was a nightmare and a half. I go to the pharmacy at Kroger and drop it off..well...wonder of wonders...they don't have the Lexapro 5mg. SO I ask if they could just give me 15 10mg and I'll split them in half. At first the pharmacy guy said no. Then less than 2 minutes later, he says "what we're going to do is give you 15 10 mgs and you can split them in half" um..HELLO? isn't that what I asked you to do to begin with? Geez...

I didn't go out to my mom's today, I'll just wait and go tomorrow. I didn't have the patience to sit in the car that long to drive to Clarksville.

Anywho...oh and I did get my frappucino at Starbucks...and it was quite yummylicious.

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