A New Pic, and Excuse Me While I Kick Myself

Yeah, I look pretty damn scary, but that's ok.

Excuse me while I go kick myself over here. I opened my mouth and said some things I probably shouldn't have to Someone*see bottom*. He hasn't responded as of yet and it's been 58 minutes. And of course, it's too late to take the words back. They weren't necessarily hurtful, just truthful. Sometimes, I realize the truth hurts, and if this was the case I'm sorry. But I really need to know where we stand. Do we stand? Or did I just make a really big ass out of myself and there's no hope for redemption? I'm voting for no redemption personally.

I shoulda just kept my damn mouth shut. I just destroyed the illusion. But I'm sick of the smoke and mirrors routines as well though. Something has to give, and that something is going to be me. If it's time for me to move on, just let me know. I hope that isn't the case, but if it is, I have to know now.