Goodbye Baby, I Hope Your Heart's Not Broken...
10/23/2004 - 3:55 p.m.
You could be my silver spring Blue-green colors flashing I would be your only dream Your shining over ocean crashingDon't say that she's pretty And did you say that she loved you Baby, I don't want to know So I begin not to love you Turn 'round, see me running I say I loved you years ago But tell myself you never loved me no And don't say that she's pretty And did you say that she loved you Baby I don't want to know Oh no And can you tell me was it worth it Baby I don't want to know Time cast a spell on you But you won't forget me I know I could have loved you But you would not let me Time cast a spell on you But you won't forget me I know I could have loved you But you would not let me I follow you down 'till the sound Of my voice will haunt you (Give me just a chance) You'll never get away from the sound Of the woman who loves you (Was I just a fool) I follow you down 'till the sound Of my voice will haunt you (Give me just a chance) You'll never get away from the sound Of the woman who loves you (Was I just a fool) ~Sliver Springs~Fleetwood Mac As I mentioned in my last post, I have some things to talk about concerning IB. This is the "Goodbye Entry". In the tagboard discussions, you can see it. The breaking away. The letting go. Righteous anger will only carry me so far though as far as IB is concerned. I'm still angry at him, with myself, the whole shebang, but what's done is done and it's time to hopefully lay it to rest. However, I can not remain friends with him. Not so much for HER sake, but for my own sanity really. You've made your choice, now it's time to make mine. This is the choice I have made: You will move on, be happy, I shall move on, be happy...however we can not do that as friends, or anything else for that matter. I have been "replaced" with a 'younger,new and improved model', I won't deny that it was a slap in the face, considering that as recently as a 3-4 weeks ago you were telling me you still loved me and were still hoping things would work out between us. But once again, you made your choice. My turn now... I was not perfect, I was anything but. There were things I COULD have done, things I SHOULD have done, and I didn't do them. Not to mention things that I SHOULDN'T have done. I can't change the past, all I can hope for is some semblance of having learned something for the future. And someday, after all is said and done, you'll see me, and say 'you knew me when...' So, goodbye Brian. I hope your life is what you want and what you need it to be. Be happy, be joyful, just be you. If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well the landslide will bring it down...
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