11/12/2004 - 10:21 p.m.

I've gotta start getting some decent sleep. I've been sleeping yes, but not well. I'm constantly having strange dreams and I wake up totally drained.

This time though, I'm not an active participant in said dreams, I'm just an observer. I don't SEE anything per se, I hear the actions but I'm like watching through a covered window, where I can't see anything.

I know who the people are in the dreams though. It's always the same people who are normally in my dreams. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but now...it's more of a source of discomfort... It's not important though. What's important is getting to the bottom of this. I'm tired of having dreams where I'm simply watching a version of my life go by but not being able to do anything about it. What it boils down to is this: The pages of this blog have manifested themselves in my dream state. I suppose it's my brain's way of trying to muddle through this mess I pass off as my life*laughs*

I just wish I knew how to stop it though.

We had another potluck at work today but since no one got the notice til the last minute, there wasn't time to organize really...I just found out about it last night and agreed to stop and get something on my way to work, which I did.

Unfortunately, due to that whole 'lack of organization' thing...it appears that everyone brought the same thing...

Nachos.

Oh well, I'm not out that much money so it's not a big deal.

I'm also thinking about getting my tongue pierced this week...what do ya'll think?

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