08/13/2005 - 6:26 p.m.

When does the paranoia end? I'm not exactly sure how much longer I can put on this brave front. It's already starting to fade. I'm trying to show that I'm strong, a tough cookie, no one can mess with me to the world. Mainly because I think that's what they expect.

But the truth is, I'm scared out of my wits. The smallest noise makes me jump up and stalk through the house with my sword, daring anyone to take me on. I'm still not truly sleeping, only dozing here and there.

And the crying.

I'm so tired. I just want to sleep. But it doesn't feel like I ever will again. :(

*sigh*

Nevermind, just leave me alone.

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