01/06/2005 - 10:26 a.m.

Gah.

I woke up at 8:09 per usual and spent the next 45 minutes beating my alarm clock into submission. *This involves hitting the 'snooze' button about oh...5 times*lol* I just want to sleep!! I even went to bed an hour earlier than I'd been going to bed this week and *mumblemutter* I feel even MORE tired!!

As I walked out the door I muttered to myself "Ok, old wretched body, I swear this is the last day I'm doing this to you" And it is despite the fact that I have to get up no later than 11 tomorrow to get to work by noon so I can get my paycheck and get it cashed before work.

I'm also working on my 4th day without a drink, gah, why is it harder this time around? Overlooking the fact that I pretty much spent the last two and a half months *at least!* in an alcohol induced haze I don't understand why it's the only thing that I can think about.

It's almost like a lover, the first sip as it caresses your lips, the warmth as it spreads through your body, almost like the touch of your beloved.

Etc Etc... And all I can say to that is GAH!!

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